// …//

Ever have one those days where you just hate yourself ?

// God does not throw dice//

My dad almost lost his life last night. Scary.

It’s crazy how fast one’s life can turn upside down.

My dad was lucky.
Thank you God for watching over him.

// Our Generation by Unknown //

I’m a part of Lost Generation

and I refuse to believe that

I can change the world

I realize this may be a shock but

“Happiness comes from within”

is a lie, and

“Money will make me happy”

So in thirty years I’ll tell my children

They are not the most important thing in my life

My employer will know that

I have my priority straight because

Work

Is more important than

Family

I tell you this

Once upon a time

Families stay together

But this will not be true in my era

This is a quick fix society

Experts tell me

Thirty years from now I will be celebrating the 10th anniversary of my divorce

I do not concede that

I will live in a country of my own making

In the future

Environmental destruction will be the norm

No longer can it be said that

My peers and I care about this earth

It will be evident that

My generation is apathetic and lethargic

It is foolish to presume that

There is hope

And all of this will come true unless we reverse it.

(Now read this again from bottom to top.)

// Spends all weekend learning Jazz Band audition piece. Tonight, Parents tell me I can’t do Jazz Band this yr. WTF?!?!!//

// Some many good things have happened to me these last two years. I feel soo blr//

I feel so undeserving :/ 

// Accepted to the US High School Diplomats Program in Japan! IM GOING TO JAPAN THIS SUMMER ON A FULL SCHOLARSHIP!! Can’t believe it!//

// So excited…yet so nervous. I wish March could come sooner :P//

// Gitanjali 35 by Rabindranath Tagore//